ElizabethNightfall

in the corner, sinking though depression, waiting for the world to say something good, heart is aching, blood is racing, hearing cruel words setting in, hating the world, they can't see, past the armour where truth is hidden, how can a soul, seek redemption, if all they hear is things they aren't, when the world, puts you down, how do you rise back up? how can you be happy if all you hear about is dissapointment? how do you reach out to others if your heart is always broken? when people become afraid, they lash out at others, never looking at the whole picture, they judge by what they see on the outside, just assuming they're okay, what if yo

love flutters through the air, a bittersweet feeling i once remember, now as i stare into the darkness, the world seems to collapse around me, a cluster of emotions choking my soul, as i hold the key to my destruction, a light appears in my tunnel, i walk towards it, even though i know what lies at the end, i feel like i am drowning, going blind at my lack of air, everytime i turn around, my "saviour" tries to take advantage of me, and i run back into the darkness with fear, i hurt with every new heartbreak, and all i can wonder is; will i be able to see my true saviour when he finally comes?

I'm just a child, what do i know? i've seen violence like no other, i've watched others die before my eyes, I've been forced to experience the rape of my own friends, I've been frightened beyond belief, I've been taken from my homeland, screamed as my parents were shot down, fought the grip of my captives as they stripped me bare, cried as i was sold into slavery, i grew up in poverty, constantly being sold to new masters, i was a puppet of child trafficking, my siblings were killed as they were being wrongly touched, my lover was slaughtered and i was taken once more, because he was the only master who loved me, and eventually i escaped, fo

Can't say yes, Don't wanna say no, Have to stand up for myself when the world is putting me down. Not gonna lie, I do want to cry, But I'm saying no to myself as well. I need to be strong, Can't feel ashamed, Won't let them tell me what to do. I am one person, And I will be independent, I am growing up and need to stand firm. I won't let them lean on me, Let them stand against me, I am strong.

 sometimes I wonder will the world ever be able to listen? well I ever truly be noticed? I don't know. When I look in the mirror, I am searching for a part of me that I cannot see. I'm searching for something more and what I truly am. I am looking for the part of me, that I have truly believed to have lost. when I look up at the stars, I wonder if there is a place for me somewhere. This life that I live is a desperate one, With no comfort to be found. I want to get away as fast as I can, but where will I go? I seek another human soul, To stand beside me as I struggle to know myself. To  encourage me and be my protector. But where are t

What if I was alone? Would I never feel wanted? What if nobody cared? Would they even notice I'm gone? What if I died? Would I be missed? What if there was nothing after death? Would it have all been in vain? What if I was loved? And never noticed until I passed? What if I had a choice? Would I choose heaven or hell? What if I had had everything? And gave it up so someone could live? Would people remember who I was, not just become a memory? Would my name be recognized, whereever it was mentioned? What if I had never even existed? Would I have made a difference? In memory of Carole L., who should have never gone, but felt it was her time.

With wings full of angel's grace, I flew beyond the golden gates to shed the love of heaven, And join the humans down below , To bask in the presence of my pagan lover, To feel her soft embrace, To remember what true love is, I fought the will of my creator, Breaking every rule that had been set before me, I went against society's laws and waited until the final time in which Mayans predicted was the end, And she and I were finally married, Beneath entwined willow trees, In spring's sweet embrace.